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I Hate You
I hate you!
I hate you!
And I hate you too!
I hate all three of you!
I want you erased from my mind,
I need you erased from my life,
'Cuz I hate you!
I hate you!
And I hate you too!
I hate all three of you!
DISAPPEAR!!
I hate you!
And I hate you too!
I hate all three of you!
I want you erased from my mind,
I need you erased from my life,
'Cuz I hate you!
I hate you!
And I hate you too!
I hate all three of you!
DISAPPEAR!!
Tired Of It All
I'm tired of being the healer,
I want to be the one healed.
I'm tired of being so calm,
I want to cause a commotion.
I'm tired of being the listener,
I want to be the one talking.
I'm tired of all your complaints,
I want to complain too.
I'm tired of being so worthless,
I want to become helpful.
I'm tired of being mistreated,
I want some damn respect.
I'm tired of being so lonely,
I want to be more complete.
I'm tired of all your mistakes,
I want you to fix it and fix it now.
I'm tired of being left in the dark,
I want to know whats happening.
I'm tired of being scared,
I want this fear to be gone.
I'm tired of all the pain,
I want it all to stop.
I'm tired of it all,
Too tired for words.
I want to be the one healed.
I'm tired of being so calm,
I want to cause a commotion.
I'm tired of being the listener,
I want to be the one talking.
I'm tired of all your complaints,
I want to complain too.
I'm tired of being so worthless,
I want to become helpful.
I'm tired of being mistreated,
I want some damn respect.
I'm tired of being so lonely,
I want to be more complete.
I'm tired of all your mistakes,
I want you to fix it and fix it now.
I'm tired of being left in the dark,
I want to know whats happening.
I'm tired of being scared,
I want this fear to be gone.
I'm tired of all the pain,
I want it all to stop.
I'm tired of it all,
Too tired for words.
Driven By Revenge
With my last words, I shall say
"You'll be brutally murdered today"
And so you will
On the top of that barren hill
The hill now tainted with blood I've spilt
The blood of one without any guilt
Without the guilt of taking one's life
The life of an innocent wife
An innocent wife who's done no wrong
But loved another for so long
Now that my vengence is dealt
All I hope is that it was felt
I realize now that I must repent
For that soul I have sent
I was driven by revenge to take someone's lifetime
A life that had taken away mine
An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth
To say I'm not guilty I have no proof
I know what I've done is wrong
I've learned my lesson and am moving on
The same mistake will not happen again
Now, once more, I'll begin
But this time I'll forgive you
For not being able to forget you.
"You'll be brutally murdered today"
And so you will
On the top of that barren hill
The hill now tainted with blood I've spilt
The blood of one without any guilt
Without the guilt of taking one's life
The life of an innocent wife
An innocent wife who's done no wrong
But loved another for so long
Now that my vengence is dealt
All I hope is that it was felt
I realize now that I must repent
For that soul I have sent
I was driven by revenge to take someone's lifetime
A life that had taken away mine
An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth
To say I'm not guilty I have no proof
I know what I've done is wrong
I've learned my lesson and am moving on
The same mistake will not happen again
Now, once more, I'll begin
But this time I'll forgive you
For not being able to forget you.
To Be Safe From Lonelyness
Lonesome days,
Lonesome nights,
There’s just no way
To be safe.
Safe from the lonely me,
The me so lonely
Who wishes free.
Only those I hardly see
Can save me from this lonely me.
That only one I hardly see,
Can but only save me temporarily.
Once they have gone away,
All I have is to wait,
To wait for that temporary freedom,
To wait for that temporary safety,
On and on I wait,
Appearing and disappearing.
Time is not on my side,
As the saying goes.
But the freedom from
This unsafe me.
That’s what I desire to be.
To become
A safer me.
Lonesome nights,
There’s just no way
To be safe.
Safe from the lonely me,
The me so lonely
Who wishes free.
Only those I hardly see
Can save me from this lonely me.
That only one I hardly see,
Can but only save me temporarily.
Once they have gone away,
All I have is to wait,
To wait for that temporary freedom,
To wait for that temporary safety,
On and on I wait,
Appearing and disappearing.
Time is not on my side,
As the saying goes.
But the freedom from
This unsafe me.
That’s what I desire to be.
To become
A safer me.
Still Love You
Your heart may be frozen,
Locked up like precious treasure,
Stomped on,
Thrown away,
Killed and revived just to be tortured again,
Or perhaps even zombified,
But even so,
I'll still love you forever more.
Locked up like precious treasure,
Stomped on,
Thrown away,
Killed and revived just to be tortured again,
Or perhaps even zombified,
But even so,
I'll still love you forever more.
Loved Traitor
Like the traitor you are,
You told me you loved me,
Stabbed my heart,
And ran away with the enemy,
Just like the traitor you are!
So...Why can't I stop loving you?
You told me you loved me,
Stabbed my heart,
And ran away with the enemy,
Just like the traitor you are!
So...Why can't I stop loving you?
Life's Light
Don't follow the beautiful young maiden, into the deep, murky forest.
Don't follow the handsome young prince, into the cold, deep woods.
Don't let her sweet voice trick you.
Don't let his kind words decieve you.
Don't take that hand in front of you.
Don't say yes to that misleading smile.
You must resist that urge you feel,
To throw away your life.
They're lies and you know it.
So don't follow that beautiful young maiden, into the deep, murky forest.
So don't follow that handsome young prince, into the cold, deep woods.
So don't let her sweet voice trick you.
So don't let his kind words decieve you.
So keep away from that hand in front of you.
So say no to that unreal smile.
Walk away from that deep, murky forest.
Walk away from those cold, deep woods.
Walk away from that ''so called'' maiden.
Walk away from that ''so called'' prince.
Ignore her sweet voice.
Ignore his kind words.
Go back into that gorgeous light we call ''Life.''
Now live with happiness once more.
Don't follow the handsome young prince, into the cold, deep woods.
Don't let her sweet voice trick you.
Don't let his kind words decieve you.
Don't take that hand in front of you.
Don't say yes to that misleading smile.
You must resist that urge you feel,
To throw away your life.
They're lies and you know it.
So don't follow that beautiful young maiden, into the deep, murky forest.
So don't follow that handsome young prince, into the cold, deep woods.
So don't let her sweet voice trick you.
So don't let his kind words decieve you.
So keep away from that hand in front of you.
So say no to that unreal smile.
Walk away from that deep, murky forest.
Walk away from those cold, deep woods.
Walk away from that ''so called'' maiden.
Walk away from that ''so called'' prince.
Ignore her sweet voice.
Ignore his kind words.
Go back into that gorgeous light we call ''Life.''
Now live with happiness once more.
So Lonely
I always feel so lonely
when everyones asleep.
It's like their somewhere else
and not here with me.
I would go to sleep as well
but their asleep at night
and when i close my eyes
a monster there resides.
It doesn't like the day
so it only comes at night
and trys to eat me whole,
once I close my eyes.
I always feel so lonley
when everyones asleep,
I would try to wake them up
but I'm afraid they would freak.
I would go to sleep as well
but when I close my eyes
they refuse to stay closed
until morning light arrives.
I always feel so lonely
when everyones asleep,
and yet all I do is bear it
and on the inside...
weep.
when everyones asleep.
It's like their somewhere else
and not here with me.
I would go to sleep as well
but their asleep at night
and when i close my eyes
a monster there resides.
It doesn't like the day
so it only comes at night
and trys to eat me whole,
once I close my eyes.
I always feel so lonley
when everyones asleep,
I would try to wake them up
but I'm afraid they would freak.
I would go to sleep as well
but when I close my eyes
they refuse to stay closed
until morning light arrives.
I always feel so lonely
when everyones asleep,
and yet all I do is bear it
and on the inside...
weep.
Let's Go Home
Come, take my hand and lets go to Hell.
Let me take your hand and lets go to Heavon.
How `bout we all join hands and go to the New World,
`Cuz that's where we truly belong.
I can finally see my home.
So hurry up,
Take these hands in front of you,
We're not going to Hell nor Heavon,
It's the New World,
A place I call home.
Let me take your hand and lets go to Heavon.
How `bout we all join hands and go to the New World,
`Cuz that's where we truly belong.
I can finally see my home.
So hurry up,
Take these hands in front of you,
We're not going to Hell nor Heavon,
It's the New World,
A place I call home.
Fear
Me fear you?
I don't fear you,
I fear me.
I fear my intentions,
I fear my hate,
I fear my love,
I fear my imprisonment,
I fear my freedom,
I fear my pain,
I fear me and no one else.
I don't fear you,
I fear me.
I fear my intentions,
I fear my hate,
I fear my love,
I fear my imprisonment,
I fear my freedom,
I fear my pain,
I fear me and no one else.
I'll Always Love You
Someday you will be gone,
And that day I will feel all alone,
But I want you to know...
I've made mistakes and I'm sorry,
For I know I cannot erase them,
You say that it's not my fault,
But somehow I just know that it is,
You think that you know me so well,
Though it hurts to know that you don't,
I want to tell you everything,
Everything that I know,
Everything that I think,
But it's impossible for me to discuss,
And too hard for me to lie,
All I can say with complete truth,
Complete honesty,
Complete feeling,
Is that I truely love you,
Until life itself is unknown.
And that day I will feel all alone,
But I want you to know...
I've made mistakes and I'm sorry,
For I know I cannot erase them,
You say that it's not my fault,
But somehow I just know that it is,
You think that you know me so well,
Though it hurts to know that you don't,
I want to tell you everything,
Everything that I know,
Everything that I think,
But it's impossible for me to discuss,
And too hard for me to lie,
All I can say with complete truth,
Complete honesty,
Complete feeling,
Is that I truely love you,
Until life itself is unknown.
Love's Pain
I Love You is Bullshit,
The Love always becomes Pain,
But Bullshit can be I Love You,
And Pain can always become Love,
You're suffering because and for love,
That's the bravest thing you can do.
The Love always becomes Pain,
But Bullshit can be I Love You,
And Pain can always become Love,
You're suffering because and for love,
That's the bravest thing you can do.
I Cry
I cry sorrow,
I cry pain,
I cry all day,
I cry all night,
I cry yesterday,
I cry today,
I cry tomorrow,
I cry in the past,
I cry in the present,
I cry in the future,
I cry sadness,
I cry hopelessness,
I cry...forever.
I cry pain,
I cry all day,
I cry all night,
I cry yesterday,
I cry today,
I cry tomorrow,
I cry in the past,
I cry in the present,
I cry in the future,
I cry sadness,
I cry hopelessness,
I cry...forever.
Sorry
Sorry you only see the bad.
Sorry you complain so much.
Sorry you don't care about others.
Sorry you just don't give a shit.
Sorry your just so cold hearted.
Sorry you don't see the good.
Sorry your just a plain bitch.
Sorry you can't see,
Who you really need to be.
Sorry you complain so much.
Sorry you don't care about others.
Sorry you just don't give a shit.
Sorry your just so cold hearted.
Sorry you don't see the good.
Sorry your just a plain bitch.
Sorry you can't see,
Who you really need to be.
I Don't Care
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry I'm not who you want me to be,
I'm sorry...
No, actually I'm Not sorry,
Cuz I don't give a shit what you want me to be,
And you know what Bitch?
Deal with it,
I'm Not changing...
Not just for You anyway.
I'm sorry I'm not who you want me to be,
I'm sorry...
No, actually I'm Not sorry,
Cuz I don't give a shit what you want me to be,
And you know what Bitch?
Deal with it,
I'm Not changing...
Not just for You anyway.
Every Second
Every second, we are dieing.
Seconds turn into minutes,
Minutes turn into hours,
Hours turn into Days,
Days turn into months,
Months turn into years,
Years turn into decades,
Decades turn into forever,
Forever turn into Eternaty.
Seconds turn into minutes,
Minutes turn into hours,
Hours turn into Days,
Days turn into months,
Months turn into years,
Years turn into decades,
Decades turn into forever,
Forever turn into Eternaty.
Completely Unknown
They think they know
But they don’t know
They don’t know what I’m going through
They don’t understand my pain
No, I can not explain it to you
This pain is unknown to you
This pain is unknown to me
This pain can not stay any longer
I’m suffering
Don’t you know?
No, clearly you don’t
I’m suffering quietly
No ones looking
No ones helping
No one can do anything
But leave me alone
There are times I want to be alone
And there are times I want to have company
But you never know what
You never know when
You never know why
You never know
I’m suffering without a sign
I’m praying to stop
I’m praying to be accepted
I’m praying to be alive
I’m praying to be dead
I’m praying to be nothing
I’m praying to be everything
I’m praying for you
But you don’t even notice me
You don’t even notice what I’m doing
You don’t even notice I’m suffering
You don’t even notice I’m here
You don’t even understand me
And you never will
Just because I’m too complicated
The only one that really understood me is gone
And now
There’s nothing
There’s everything
In my mind I don’t even understand why I think like this
In my mind I don’t even understand myself sometimes
In my mind I am dead
In my mind I am fully alive
In my mind and soul…
I don’t know what to do.
But they don’t know
They don’t know what I’m going through
They don’t understand my pain
No, I can not explain it to you
This pain is unknown to you
This pain is unknown to me
This pain can not stay any longer
I’m suffering
Don’t you know?
No, clearly you don’t
I’m suffering quietly
No ones looking
No ones helping
No one can do anything
But leave me alone
There are times I want to be alone
And there are times I want to have company
But you never know what
You never know when
You never know why
You never know
I’m suffering without a sign
I’m praying to stop
I’m praying to be accepted
I’m praying to be alive
I’m praying to be dead
I’m praying to be nothing
I’m praying to be everything
I’m praying for you
But you don’t even notice me
You don’t even notice what I’m doing
You don’t even notice I’m suffering
You don’t even notice I’m here
You don’t even understand me
And you never will
Just because I’m too complicated
The only one that really understood me is gone
And now
There’s nothing
There’s everything
In my mind I don’t even understand why I think like this
In my mind I don’t even understand myself sometimes
In my mind I am dead
In my mind I am fully alive
In my mind and soul…
I don’t know what to do.
Go Wild, But Do Not Forget...
Let your soul go wild.
Let your soul go free.
Hold back no longer.
No ones watching, but He.
So make sure you are known.
Make you know,
The truth between Life's lies.
Lies are The Evil One.
And The Evil One is bad.
The truth is He.
And He is good.
For He is our savior.
For He is our Lord.
So let your soul go wild!
So let your soul go free!
Hold back no longer!
No ones watching, but He.
Let your soul go free.
Hold back no longer.
No ones watching, but He.
So make sure you are known.
Make you know,
The truth between Life's lies.
Lies are The Evil One.
And The Evil One is bad.
The truth is He.
And He is good.
For He is our savior.
For He is our Lord.
So let your soul go wild!
So let your soul go free!
Hold back no longer!
No ones watching, but He.
Death Has Not Parted Them
My father is not in Heaven nor Hell.
His spirit is still on Earth.
He is waiting for my mother.
Until it is her time as well.
When she goes, then they will go…
They will fly to Heaven together.
He will not fly to Heaven without her.
My father has passed this test called Life.
I know my mother will pass as well.
Their founten of love has not dried up.
And it never will.
Never.
No matter what.
For their love…is eternal.
They’ll love each other for eternity.
No matter what.
His spirit is still on Earth.
He is waiting for my mother.
Until it is her time as well.
When she goes, then they will go…
They will fly to Heaven together.
He will not fly to Heaven without her.
My father has passed this test called Life.
I know my mother will pass as well.
Their founten of love has not dried up.
And it never will.
Never.
No matter what.
For their love…is eternal.
They’ll love each other for eternity.
No matter what.
Tonight Is The Night
Tonight is the night where we will all die,
Tonight is the night where the world will flood,
Tonight is the night where the survivors shall burn,
Tonight is the night where the universe will fall.
Tonight is the night.
Tonight is the night.
Tonight is the night where the world will flood,
Tonight is the night where the survivors shall burn,
Tonight is the night where the universe will fall.
Tonight is the night.
Tonight is the night.
Old Dearest
Old dearest, why did you betray me?
Old dearest, was I not the one?
My old dearest, maybe this was for the best...
Since you were a pervert and an ass like the rest.
Old dearest, was I not the one?
My old dearest, maybe this was for the best...
Since you were a pervert and an ass like the rest.
Why Did You Have To Go?
Why did you have to go?
Why now?
Why when so young?
I know 53 must seem old,
But it is not.
It is too young to Leave.
Why did you have to go?
Why now?
Why now?
Why when so young?
I know 53 must seem old,
But it is not.
It is too young to Leave.
Why did you have to go?
Why now?
